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Jackie Summerford September 22, 2009

LOVE

IF LOVE COULD BRING YOU HOME AGAIN
YOU WOULD BE BY YOR LOVED ONES SIDE
BECAUSE THERE HEARTS ARE BREAKING
FOR THE LOVE THEY HAVE INSIDE
THEY NEVER ASK FOR MUCH
ALL THEY WANT IS TO HOLD YOU
AND KEEP YOU BY THERE SIDE
BUT LIFE GOES ON WITHOUT YOU
IN OUR HEART YOU WILL STAY FOREVER
TILL THE DAY WE ARE TOGETHER
AND THEN THE TEARS WILL GO AWAY
XxXxXxX

Ness McLear (Mother) August 6, 2009

I am now in Heaven,
The gates have opened wide,
And now I have the privilege
Of walking by His side.
The angel choir is singing
And the music is so sweet;
I'll join them just as soon
As I have worshiped at His feet.



I am now in Heaven,
The blood washed throng is here;
I recognize a lot of them,
There's not a single tear.

There's joy beyond description
And reunions by the score;
There'll be no more separations,
For we'll be here evermore.



I am now in Heaven,
Please wipe away your tears;
I've fought the battle, run the race,
And I'm rid of all my fears.

There is no pain or sorrow here,
The heartaches now are past;
I've read and sung of Heaven,
And now I'm here at last!



I am now in Heaven,
And oh, this place is grand!
No one could have ever told me
Of all the beauty in this land.

Since I cannot describe it,
You'll have to come and see
That it was worth the many trials
To live here for all eternity!


~ Author Unknown ~

Carol Gerry X Spud July 16, 2009

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I remember everything about you,
your voice, you smile, your touch,
the way you walked, the way you talked,
the way you looked at me, meant so much.

I remember all the words you said to me,
some funny, some kind, some wise,
all of the things you did for me,
I see now with different eyes.

I remember every moment we shared,
seems like only yesterday,
or maybe it was eons ago,
It's really hard to say.

You are gone from me now,
but one they can't take away,
your memory resides inside my heart,
and lights up my darkest days...
Anonymous

Clive Wilton June 18, 2009

Never Be Forgotten


I’ll always see your face
The corner of your smile
And all the little things that no one will ever know
Like it was yesterday, won’t ever fade away
Goodbye is just a word that I will never say

You will never be forgotten
A million days could pass us by
But what is time but just a dream
Oh I still feel you here with me
You’re more than a memory
Oh you will never be forgotten

I can‘t hold your hand
Or look into your eyes
And when I talk to you
It just echoes in my mind
But If hearts are made of dust
And if we fell from the stars
I look up tonight and know just where you are

You will never be forgotten
A million days could pass us by
But what is time but just a dream
Oh I still feel you here with me
You’re more than a memory
Oh you will never be forgotten

And the world just keeps on going
It has no way of knowing
That you’re gone

You will never be forgotten
A million days could pass us by
But what is time but just a dream
Oh I still feel you here with me
You’re more than a memory
Oh you will never be forgotten

Yvonne Richards Mum (GTS Friend) May 30, 2009

The Next Place

By Warren Hanson



The next place that I go

Will be as peaceful and familiar

As a sleepy summer Sunday

And a sweet, untroubled mind.

And yet . . .

It won't be anything like any place I've ever been. . .

Or seen. . . or even dreamed of

In the place I leave behind.

I won't know where I'm going,

And I won't know where I've been

As I tumble through the always

And look back toward the when.

I'll glide beyond the rainbows.

I'll drift above the sky.

I'll fly into the wonder, without ever wondering why.

I won't remember getting there.

Somehow I'll just arrive.

But I'll know that I belong there

And will feel much more alive

Than I have ever felt before.

I will be absolutely free of the things that I held onto

That were holding onto me.

The next place that I go

Will be so quiet and so still

That the whispered song of sweet belonging will rise up to fill

The listening sky with joyful silence,

And with unheard harmonies

Of music made by no one playing,

Like a hush upon breeze.

There will be no room for darkness in that place of living light,

Where an ever-dawning morning pushes back the dying night.

The very air will fill with brilliance, as the brightly shining sun

And the moon and half a million stars are married into one.

The next place that I go Won't really be a place at all.

There won't be any seasons --

Winter, summer, spring or fall --

Nor a Monday, Nor a Friday,

Nor December, Nor July.

And the seconds will be standing still. . .

While hours hurry by.

I will not be a boy or girl,

A woman or man.

I'll simply be just, simply, me.

No worse or better than.

My skin will not be dark or light.

I won't be fat or tall.

The body I once lived in

Won't be part of me at all.

I will finally be perfect.

I will be without a flaw.

I will never make one more mistake,

Or break the smallest law.

And the me that was impatient,

Or was angry, or unkind,

Will simply be a memory.

The me I left behind.

I will travel empty-handed.

There is not a single thing

I have collected in my life

That I would ever want to bring Except. . .

The love of those who loved me,

And the warmth of those who cared.

The happiness and memories

And magic that we shared.

Though I will know the joy of solitude. . .

I'll never be alone. I'll be embraced

By all the family and friends I've ever known.

Although I might not see their faces,

All our hearts will beat as one,

And the circle of our spirits

Will shine brighter than the sun.

I will cherish all the friendship I was fortunate to find,

All love and all the laughter in the place I leave behind.

All these good things will go with me.

They will make my spirit glow.

And that light will shine forever In the next place that I go.

Yvonne Richards Mum (GTS Friend) May 20, 2009

You can shed tears that he is gone,
Or you can smile because he lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember him and only that he is gone
Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what he would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

Linda Quick April 29, 2009

♥♥I'm sending a dove to heaven with a parcel on its wings. Be careful how you open it it’s full of beautiful things Inside are a million kisses wrapped up in a million hugs To say how much you mean to us and send you all our love ♥X♥

Jackie Summerford March 14, 2009

I miss my brother

My brother I have such memories of our shared years
The time we spent together means so much to me
And when I think of you and shed those tears
I try to think of you happy now, and finally free

You spent many a time in trouble and many a time in pain
Spent much time on your own in your room
I know how much you loved us, your letter tells us time and time again
But your love for us, and ours for you, could not free you from your doom

We must realise how difficult your life was, no peace or solitude
How tortured your young mind, how hard your life
When you were angry, mad and sometimes rude
That was your anxious mind twisting the knife.

Joe, you are happy now, no more hurt and no more pain
And the time has come for us to stop blaming ourselves
I look inside myself for evidence that you are near
And the knowledge that you guide me from above stems my fear

When you left I felt grief, then an aching emptiness
As I tried to get my head around never seeing you again
I didn’t know how I would go on, I must confess
Now I finally understood your hurting and your pain

The years stretch on before me, so bleak and dark and long,
I pray you walk beside me, brother, and help to keep me strong.
If I had known the last time I saw you would be then
I would have held you close and never let you go again

Would have told you how much I love you and how much you mean to me
Would have sat you down and tried to make you see
But now I have to settle for telling you now instead
How thoughts of you will never leave my head

You were my brother for 26 years, 2 months and 20 days
But more importantly you will continue to be my brother
As I get older, so will you, and you will live on in my heart for the rest of my days
I love you Joe, forever more, a love like no other.

Until my time on this earth ends and we are reunited together once more
I shall look for you in the wind, the stars, the setting of the sun
I smile as I think of you behind heaven’s door
Watching over me brother as you have always done.

Danielle Benyon-Payne February 6, 2009

LOVE TO DANIEL & Sue xx

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